Still dark in my mind

It haunts in my mind
I have to say something
but I don't know what
it possibly could be

I am happy now
my life has meaning
but there is a dark corner
in the back of my mind

Calling, whispering to me
I don't know what it says
I can't understand it no more
But I hear it calling

In the back of my mind
it's still dark inside
The light of your heart
hasn't come through yet

My deepest thoughts
which I can't hear myself
Call to me, something dark
I don't want to understand

I have been in the back
of my mind too long
I don't want to go there
but it calls, it whispers

Sometimes I can't hear it
but I know it's there
the dark inside my mind
I want it out, want it gone

But it will stay there
Until my very end
It won't go away
It's part of me