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I am afraid

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Wiliart

Published: Jan 31, 2016

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I need you
for the beat of my heart
Without you by my side
it feels like a part of me is missing
When I can't talk to you
my head begins to wander
With you I can laugh
Can I feel like a child, so small
So good, so comfortable
Without you in my life
there's a lot less to do
it's boring and dark
crawled away into a dark corner
I'm afraid to loose you
for all the stupid small things I forget
I'm afraid to loose you
when I depend on you too much
I'm afraid for the moments
that you just have to leave for some time
en my minds begins to run
back into the dark cave in my mind
that feels to familiar
I am afraid for my fear
and that one time, it will become to much

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Found this on a note block I had laying around. I probably wrote it around the time my gf was away on fieldwork for 6 weeks. That dark cave in the back of my mind started to look comfortable again.

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Argentum-Lupae-Luna

Feb 1, 2016

Hey, it's been a while...if you want or need to talk about anything you can contact me.

Good job with this one, excellent usage of imagery and emotional descriptors.

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