I almost lost my dad to a cerebral haemorrhage, but I'm still afraid every day I'll lose him forever.
This poem is about the uncertainty, you know something bad has happened, but you don't know the end yet. The moment when you fear the most that you will lose a loved one.
I hope he lives a lot longer. ~hugs~ I know what it's like to almost lose, and to lose, loved ones. I understand your fear. I know it's consuming. Be strong until then, Ok? We'll help support you.
.....dude. this totally happened to my dad 3 weeks ago (not due to haemorrhage). he died because the internet bleeding was too much. not that i'm trying to jinx you, sorry LOL. i just submitted a poem almost similar to this, only it's more general. you were very lucky, and i'm glad you didn't lose him.